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[28 Mar 2005|11:12pm] |
But know there's no backing out.
This is gonna be reality.
You can never dream it down.
I have no way of telling the two apart.
come on just do it
well i want to make you hurt. and i want to make you cry.
remember that?
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[12 Jan 2005|11:15pm] |
and i miss us too.when we have time to miss that is.but don't feel bad lovely, no one has time for anything anymore,specially the things that count.
today i wanted to play outside in the rain and clouds.but i guess thats insane?
and i wished that it wasn't so early, or so late, or only half an hour long, and that we could have playedordancedorscreamed .or been okay. for a little bit. sorry for broadcasting
oh by the way...you're so pretty
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[30 Dec 2004|09:14pm] |
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Hey guess what everyone!
As of tonight
I'm officaly going to be a girl
Yep, everyday
Woo!
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[11 Nov 2004|10:05pm] |
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Happy Birthday To You
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[20 Aug 2004|03:48pm] |
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i seriously think my best friend hates me
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[19 Aug 2004|12:25am] |
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so my memory slipped again
but you brought it back...
the cell phone, the music, the driving.
do you remember too? (i'm insane)
i'm running away everyone.
to east lansing
to live with my Zack
so i won't be available for a while
And I guess that I miss you, and I'm sorry
if I dissed you
Goddamn I am such a jerk, I can't do anything
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[16 Aug 2004|12:07am] |
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alright so i miss you
where do we go from here?
ugh, i opened this little screen with so much to say, but now it all seems silly and petty.
it seems strange that summer is almost over with. last summer of highschool.
but hey, like i really care all that much
someone said we're going into the real world.
but if this isn't real...i don't want to figure out what is.
(you're not really sure what you're doin this for but you need something to fill up the days)
so you've been gone all week...its kinda strange.
but i'm looking back...and all the stuff thats happened seems ridiculous...like i just want to keep going, and not go back to explain who said what, and why we went there.
(i hang like a star...fucking glow in the dark for all the starving eyes to see)
so you're just about the greatest friend ever. i feel like one of those girlfriends who posts about their boyfriends, trying to convince the lj world how their boyfriend is the best thing thats happened. but thanks. for just being there. and turning things around...till i end up spitting pop all over my pants and can't even remember why i was in hysterics. blah
(everything is leading to the point where you just don't know what to do)
i changed my hair again. maybe i'll feel motivated to get dolled up (or actually do my hair) and i'll take some pictures for you peoples. or maybe you can just come see it for yourselves...get the real life effect.
oh so there is this community. and its called _true_beauties_
Lets Sail Away
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[19 Jul 2004|11:11pm] |
This town has good hearts
Bad blood, emotional scars
Never get to say what you really wanna say
We all lie so well
well...
i can't believe this, but i really miss you. no, i miss the substance. some people have absolutely nothing to say...words just keep coming
and i'm just like that now too.
i'd like to pretend you are just the same. i'd like to pretend you are everything i never let you be. but i guess...
and whatever happened to best friends? maybe thats the way friends go. i guess when we pretend we'll be best friends forever, we always know we won't. nothing turns out anymore. or in the first place
i never write in my little livejournal. i remember being so excited to get it, and so excited when you picked out a name and everything. somehow i don't see day to day life interesting enough to post the events in my life. but i guess my random rambles to no one are just about as significant.
so heres to my best friend of right now
maybe we will be best friends a long time. i mean...aren't there dumb sayings about not talking and then "finding" again? one more fucking cliche.
our motivation's out to sea.
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[06 Jul 2004|09:13pm] |
I miss my Zack
and that is all
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[20 Jun 2004|12:48am] |
what a night
**edit**
thanks asshole
at least someone was paying attention (ha yeah right)
love yas
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[12 Jun 2004|10:37pm] |
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tonight was adams dance recitial
it was very nice
he danced amazingly,
he is a very sexy boy
i went with val and mar, and i miss those girls dearly
i miss all the girls really
i say, this summer, we do another little spend the night get together
before we "go off to college", or just plain forget each other
miss jessica-
i miss you dearly. i'm sorry that we have no more time. i promise that monday is all yours.
i love you sugar dumpling
-cookie
and how long would it take
if we were trapped in an elevator after the earthquake
five stories under debris
you and me in the garden indefinitely
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[29 May 2004|06:22pm] |
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i'm tired of all the people who are supposed to understand
and don't
maybe i expect to much
but weren't you supposed to be able to tell?
sorry for not being good enough
i was just in a horrible mood
again...
again
and so tonight to celebrate i will poison myself.
another coughing, shaking fit in a bathroom that is spinning.
so i close the door and rest my head on the tile floor,
sickness and sleep turning me cold.
i am still not sure, is there some better place i could be heading towards?
come home...no one needs you in kentucky
i can promise you
and i wonder if you read this...
i almost hope you do
you're so far away...if you were closer...
yeah, i love you kid
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[11 May 2004|10:05pm] |
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since ellen is being superific, and not coming to physics tomorrow for her birthday....
::happy birthday lush::
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[09 May 2004|09:33pm] |
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why does rain look like a flood of tears
( my friend adam )
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[05 May 2004|09:57pm] |
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i never want to feel (foryou) again
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[04 May 2004|11:43pm] |
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( ... )
its to late, and i should be in bed. its to late and i shouldn't be working on my physics car. its to late and my homework should have been done hours ago. to many should's, not enough haves.
today was a waste of a day. tuesday like this should be taken a part. all the good things can go in one box, all the bad in another. the good box can be put into one beautiful day, and during that day we'll throw the bad tuesday into the ocean. for forever
( dearest carl- )
...take the money and run...
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[02 May 2004|10:39pm] |
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::much thanks to amy and marlene::
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[29 Apr 2004|04:06pm] |
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timmy.is.dead
...rest in peace...
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[23 Apr 2004|12:17am] |
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tereza and thomas |
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didyouknowimissyou
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It's not that I don't trust you,
I just know what you've been up to
You're down for sellin me out,
while I play dumb
it's cool cause I let you
forget the letters that I kept,
this is another I won't send
( we're only friends (yeah real good friends) I bet.... )
On another note, i dont think i ever wrote about my wonderful friends Jess and Ellen. Thank you guys for my birthday day...it was lovely. I *love* the two of you, thanks for bein such great friends.
just kiss me before i go
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